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I am addicted to the preceived fate.
Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Created on 2004-02-02 15:51:32 (#2090436), last updated 2009-11-08
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Basic Info| Name: | Eli |
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| Website: | Crapspace |
BioRaison D'etre
I loved you too much at that time that's all I did
but already I'm tired of looking at you someone else is in my arms
now my love becomes nothing hatred wells up inside me
I want to tear it all down my selfishness, too, do you like it?
more than words, much more I wanted
just your body was what I wanted
a lone pierrot performing before the mirror
softly comes before me to say
is it me or is it her who makes you suffer?
all alone I'm whispering
by the time I realised it, I had hurt you
we don't understand each other, but I'm here
a lone pierrot performing before the mirror
softly comes before me to say
is it me or is it her who makes you suffer?
all alone I'm whispering
that the end should be like this so much pain, I can barely feel a thing
before my eyes you scream with laughter as you stare at the red razor
ARIGATO
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